Aku taktahula ...Malaysia ni negara yang berbilang kaum..tapi banyak benda yang aku rasa serba tak kena..Adakah aku seorang je yang nampak?Bangsa kita tak abes2 nak bertelagah,,pentingkan diri..yang kaya bertambah kaya yang miskin bertambah merana..
Aku bukan lah seorang yang minat politic , tapi dari kaca mata aku walaupun aku ni 'xpandai' ,tapi aku boleh menilai jauh mana arah tuju negara ni especially yang 'melayu' ni . I'm a big fan of Dr M , dia da banyak bg hint untuk melayu ni berjaya tapi nothing happen ,,
Aku lihat layu dalam melayu
Aku pasti bukan aku seorang saja yang nampak
Ada juga bercadang bertanya tuan punya
tapi bercampur risau dengan tak tergamak
Nanti dikata tak bersyukur dikata tak sedar diri
Jadi aku menyendiri, memerhati dan akhirnya mengakui
Yang kita sendiri membiarkan bunga raya melayu ke kanan
Dan dibiar bunga tak cantik mekar di kiri
Aku lihat layu dalam melayu
Tanah air kita yang punya
Kita siram, kita baja
Tapi angin api kita lupa
Mereka merancang masa menjilat bangsa
13 harimau bertukar menjadi mangsa
Kita lupa, nenek moyang kaya raya
Jangan sekali-kali digadai harta bendanya
Kulihat layu dalam melayu
Kulihat layu dalam melayu
Kulihat layu dalam melayu
Takkan melayu hilang di dunia
Ya, tapi apa guna tak hilang di dunia kalau kewujudan tak dirasa
Petah berbahasa kudrat tak berjasa
Orang berbudi kita hanya tahu merasa
Selalu lari bila dirapat
Selalu malu bila soalan diaju
Selalu segan memberi pendapat, rela mengikut dari meneraju
Belum nyanyi sudah bersorak, suka berjanji dalam borak
Bukan kata tak ada otak, cuma tak berfikir di luar kotak
Kulihat layu dalam melayu
Kulihat layu dalam melayu
Kulihat layu dalam melayu
Aku jadi sayu
Bunga menangis dia mendayu mahu jadi cantik tetapi ragu
Aku merayu bangunlah semula hidup kembali
Jangan tunggu matahari mati
Cepatlah mekar sebelum terlerai
Perjuangan kita belum selesai
Perjuangan kita belum selesai
Perjuangan kita belum selesai
kepada semua bangsaku , bersatu la sebelum berpecah ..
As a title above , many people are sayin that there is no such thing to talk about ,. Myself don't even talk other's people JOB..So why there is a people always act like a bosses of me keep askin my JOB ?
Hei , come on.. even my job is secure and achieved the target , at least made my boss and all department happy . The key reason of a people minding other people business is :
* jealous
* boring
* primitive
* gnat
* Stupid on all things
* nincompoop
* Moron
* etc
I didn't mean to say all this word above , but the knockin behavior , attitude and snobbish people , plz stay away from my way , I didn't expect you all to judge me and i didn't expect your apologize .
From now on , i'll be courage and keep my effort. I dont mind and i dont care if you all can jump above me the thing is , i will proof and will success with my own effort .
' I'll did it my way '
* mood for blogging..
* attention to bloggging...
* sumthing to share on blogging ...
*a quick recovery on solving problems???
after 10 month i didnt update or so called blogging ...too many things happen...a lot to share a lot to talk about..although the main reason of not updating this blog i cant tell u specifically..still have courage to do so..
My real concern is my brother and sister..hope they di\oing well in their exam this year..hope their study will end success and well..
Concerning myself?
What to concern..nobody concern bout me so why i could give a s**t .
I've lost too many thing this past 10 month...the nomenclature of being myself is not bad anyhow but i find myself sometime useless...i lost lot of good and bad things too.Life goes on actually..so get on the train.. Money matters?i dun wanna to talk about it.lol. I know who i am . i Am typical NEGATIVE ( -) thinker person., never gave a best cooperation ( maybe ) , that's why i do my best so nobody could question me because i know how to answer even before they ask.
this past 10 month has present lot of how tiny skeptic of myself..dunno where those behavior came from...Became more aggressive , eccentricity but determine to do the right things .
but , if been think of the real ME , is totally different.people who know me better would rather ask me to flashback and remind how happy , handsome(lol) and smile with dignity...
welcome back addin...the blog is fresh again...
adios..keep posted
Some soksek soksek saying that our human capital is seeking a new promotion for the staff...
Me??
Of course not..
Just complete 1 year 4 month..its impossible ..Baru je dapat pengecualian and bond dengan MARA sampai Mac 2010...maybe 2 tahun lg ada la rezeki aku kot... But the thing is , this subject i wont and i never interested to talk to..!!
Why?
Because they were a kind of person like having though flying to blue moon and murs the sunrises if they were talking bout this..yeah,,they have all that just because kind of lack of teatime working in here just like me...
Frankly speaking ...this topic is kind of numerous but high priority...
A question is ,, how they got promotion easily?in what criteria?how qualify we need to be to get a new promotions?
Yeah though new promotion can change our life...affecting salary..allowance...leave,,..but one thing for sure is i don't like is people who talking big bout this even they got it or not ....
why oh why...
that's why every single thing need to be reconsider even though when you' re talking...
"sometimes people are more cruel than a weapons...."
why do i always have to do something so foolish?
we're just starting to get along better, yet i did it again.
love,
if i could turn back time,
i would have undo all the mistakes i make..
or maybe, i could just try to never appear in your life,
so we'll never have to go through all this.
love,
if you know how much i love you,
then you'll understand all that i've done for you.
ini ngarut di malam ari..tggu ngarut ciang ari plak ahahaha
As mention above,
Its bloody hell, god damn it..what is going on to myself?
I cant even manage myself to live....I'm a complete arss
Why this happen?
where all this come from?
aku da xmacam dulu..
xbley nak berbincang ,
xbley nak dengar ckp ,
ikut kata ati...
emotional ,
sensitive ,
arrrrgggggh
cheeky fishy,
hate this feeling,
please go away from mymind,
hate this feeling,
dont come again,
f**k**g hate this feeling,
i'm lonely..
yet again i'm lonely,
hate this feeling..
ya tuhan...
ampunkan dosa hambamu ini,
tabahkan atiku,
berilah ku peluang untuk berubah..
aku akan berusaha sampai aku berubah
amin
Just be thankful for what you have.
Those around you.
For what you have
Instead of what you don't have.
Smile
